where you been?

millions of seconds, hundreds of minutes, numerous days, months, and weeks have passed since i last thought about the webpage that i once cared so much about. this blog used to be my life, and i would chronicle events here that meant so much to me. i wanted to give others access to the events that plagued my college life, but somehow i've moved away from that. i wonder why that is so? writing is still my passion, and reading continues to help me achieve some type of self improvement. time has been winning the war the two of us have been fighting. there's only one me- what's a guy to do?

there are so many events in this life i could do without. for the most part, i can't complain about my current situation, but so many of my friends are going through some difficult tests. my creator's working overtime to teach some people so many life lessons. hopefully, i'll be able to learn through their situations and vice versa. everythings so much better when we can help one another reach our goals. at least that's what i've been told over and over for numerous years.

this is difficult for me. adjectives are incapable of describing how i feel right now, and some type of spiritual being has been possessing my soul. don't worry though. it's one of those positive spirits that makes you value every moment and all of that type of stuff. for some reason, i've been on the brink of tears at times in the middle of the day. i've found myself singing more gospel songs and trying to read a couple of scriptures from the bible from day to day. it could be that i'm getting older and realizing that there are so many trivial things in life, or it could be that i'm finally accepting god for myself, not because someone else told me to do it. that's a disturbing thought because i've always considered myself very spiritual, so i'll say that i'm taking it to the next level now.

sometimes when i'm alone i sit and think about all the things i've done and what i would like to do. it's during this time that i pray to god, envision how my life will be next year this time, and really make plans to do whatever the hell i've been put here to do. i'm still figuring it out. there's always something to figure out. and i'm listening to erykah badu sing about her green eyes. good music. the good life is what i'm after. kanye isn't the only one that deserves it. hell you say.

love.
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